I call this ... "NO LOOKING BACK BECAUSE HONEY THIS VIEW IS SO OVER FOR YOU!"
Hello! My name is Lulu Francine!
MY PHOTO AND BLOG MIGHT NOT LOOK LIKE IT'S OF ANY INTEREST TO YOU BUT HONEY...perhaps there could be something??? Maybe not today, but perhaps in a month? Daily check-ins are advised!
I can't help but look back - they say if you are going to go forward, you need to put the stuff you loved in your past in a box and then put that box in your closet, under lots of other heavy stuff , then ... DO NOT LOOK AT THE stuff you loved again... for years!
But...How do you put 10 years worth of FEELINGS that you still have into a box and then try to force the lid down tight? Even if I sit on that box, I can't get the feelings to willingly lay flat! The feelings aren't OVER! I wish there was a FEELINGS SWITCH...in the up position it would mean... 'feelings are on and actually multiplying!"... in the down position it would mean 'feelings are OFF".
I need some duct tape to force the switch into the OFF position so I can get through the next few months! (That's the part where I have to split up all of my husband's and my things and MOVE away!) My feelings are still running rampant in the ON position!
Here's my poem of the moment:
"We need to split up", he said.
I immediately ran out and dyed my hair red!
My heart was broken, I think it bled.
Now I have to pack a shit load of courage in my suitcase for the lonely journey I have ahead.
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